Back to December

Well, ketika duduk sendirian di halaman belakang kadang gue mikir, what the hell am i doing here? 

What a feeling, knowing how the days drag on, how the time rolls on. 

The last thing i remember was we were on top of the cliff chasing for the blue skies and ocean waves and you said 'remember this day'. And just for another blink of an eye i realized we are nothing but back to strangers to each other now.

Sometimes i cant deny my mind playing back memories. Times in September. Our beaches. Those ugly photographs. The long way road i ride on everytime i want to met you. Those roads, those streets, remind me of you. There was times when i really want to call you in the midnight, but i never did. There was things I hate about you, but i never told.

It's been moments since the last time we're having a conversation. How's life going? Is it beautiful, the beaches, there in Maldives? Still cant believe its only few months ago, and now everything has changed completely. 

Ah, I really am missing.............the beaches!