That Life Has to Go On is Right, Eh?

Conversation with one nice pal about a goddamned thing called 'skripsi' suddenly opened my eyes about what i'd been done with my times. She's gonna take a final project so she asked me much about it. Termasuk kutukan skripsi apa saja yang udah gw lewatin, and I told her all the long-ended story about things that made me stopped working on my project over and over again to some runaways like play around and took some jobs just to sweep those problems out of my head for a while. And as she tried to cheer me up and said "it's awesome that you passed thorugh it all and survived", i suddenly realized that i didnt thrive at all. That i just stand on another runaway. I did'nt tell her much about what kind of romance i had that stopped me from life so long, but maybe it's so obvious for her to guess that i'd stuck on a broken stupid thing called love or something. So i asked her how to mend our mood at such situation (another kind of curhat nyolong, eh?). And she said she didnt know. Even when she'd passed through situation like that much more than me, she still didn't have any idea of what could be better to do than a runaway. And she started to told me stories about hers, and at the end of the conversation i concluded that i'd been gone for a runaway for too far. It's been months and i still try to decline to face what happened at the reality. Who can decide what things will happening at the future? No one does, and the best thing we can say is that life must go on. Something i've overheard but didn't get pretty well. Something i should learn from her, and i will.

Well, forget it anyway. It must have been more than a week since i posted the last entry. Hmm, maybe i just lost my taste of writing blog, atau mungkin hidup memang sedang dalam posisi yang membosankan, dan tidak ada hal menarik yang bisa diceritakan. Yeah, my few last posts was so patethic, though. Haha, emangnya kapan blog ini pernah penting? hehe