This Funny Thought

Where has my defenses gone? I used to think that i dont wanna rule the world eventhough i knew that i can. I used to think that I dont need to prove it to anyone. But I dont know why, this strange feeling intrude me from the inside. Now i think that I need to show it to everyone. Now the feeling is just force me over and over and over, tell me that I must grab the world upon my bare hands. Funny huh, coz I dont think it's gonna be giving any style on me. That taking everyone down was never slipped on my thoughts. I've never thought that i deserved anything better coz I've got more than anyone take, but the feeling banging in my head says, you can get the things better! Huh, i just cant define if the feeling is gonna getting me ahead, or it's just bringing me down..