One Last Confession From My Deeply Spilled Heart

I cut my hair off today. Yeah, i finally do it. By the way I didnt do it for any kind of style at all. This is my cheers for all my enemies, sorrows, sickness, pain, and love. Tell me I'm oldschool. Tell me I'm out of date. I dont care anymore. I'm full of your big talk. I just bored with it. Tell me I never know the latest style, tell me I never read your magazines. I dont care. I dont need that junks. I read much more than you. I absolutely know what the life is going to say better than you. Tell me I'm out of friends. Tell me I can never gonna be a trendsetter. Actually you have no idea of who I am inside. You dont know me. You didnt knew me. You never see my tears fall, you never see my smile rise. So dont pretend that you're always better than my every friends. You have no idea of me.

Goodbye my love, this is the end. By the sun of tomorrow rise, I'm not gonna be me anymore. I'm gonna be someone else. I'm going to try to see everything by the different side. I'm gonna try to close the door of forgiveness. I will not chase those lights in the dark anymore. I will stop hiding behind the scenes anymore. I want something more. I want something worth enough to pay my tears. I think I deserve something better than this.

Goodbye my Iris, I'm gonna tear my tears with black. I'm sorry to stop trying. I'm sorry for going to be mean. Coz I had enough for this pain, coz I had done for this sorrowness, coz I'm tired of being myself.