The Last Day

Yup, this is the last day of april. Kuharap semuanya dapat berjalan kembali besok. Kuharap kehidupan normalku kembali di bulan Mei. Karena kurasa aku nggak benar-benar menjalani hidupku sendiri. Akhir-akhir ini aku nggak merasa menjadi diriku. Aku ngerasa semuanya begitu dibuat-buat, begitu dipaksa. Well, i cant keep pretending that i dont need her smile ever, i cant keep pretending to say that this is my real life, this is the real me, i cant keep pretending that i'm okay with this new stuffs.
Huh, the day is so so blue. The only nice thing on the noon was just her smile..