Blue March

Here it come. My birthday. Satu-satunya momen yang menenangkan ditengah-tengah maretku yang begitu kacau. Hebat. This is my birthday, and i just cant feel right. Aku nggak bisa merasa hari ini spesial. Days ago everything just so normal. I never thought it would become like this, but the peace i had for some times just suddenly become chaos. Masalah demi masalah datang begitu saja di minggu ini. Sh*t! now i feel so tired. Cant you just let me relax and enjoy my day? Hebat, every step on my countdown to 20 has give me a trouble. Please God, i dont think i can make it! I wish i could just cry to ease the pain. I wish i could just deep sleep and forget the mess. Oh God, gimme some strong! Sigh, aku benci diriku, yang harus membutuhkan semua kekacauan ini untuk mengingatkan bahwa aku masih begitu jauh dariNya.
There's no special wish for now. I'm not in the mood to make it. I'm not in the mood to do everything. Eventhough it's my birthday.